Infinite Prayers

 So, you asked, 'What's about poetry and writing, Emma?'

Well, you know how life is nowadays. It's exhausting, intricate, and filled with love – I am not talking about us like, between you and me, it's not that but individually, in how both of our lives unfold separately. Look at the intricacies of our individual journeys – the daily struggles, the complexities, and the moments of love that weave through our personal experiences. Each of us is navigating existence, yet somehow finding a connection in the midst of it all. It's a shared sentiment in the distinct paths we tread.

Look at how aligned we are – we eat, sleep, work – our hearts serving as a safe space for us. We both are aligned with our minds, finding solace in each day's ups and downs. You know how terrible unlucky days I am going through. Well, I don't blame luck; it takes a universal amount of luck to exist and have this life. Who knows how many infinite decades were spent contemplating into the nonexistent to get into this life? It feels almost like a dream. Maybe it is a dream. Who knows?

Getting out of delusion – maybe it's a lack of concentration and the imbalanced situations I have right now. A lot of things need improvement from within, you know. Life's been miserable, and I felt miserable that other day as well. I looked miserable as well, but when I saw that little spark in your eye still sparkling when you saw me while I continued being a mess.. Look, now it's making me write.

You know that little emptiness? It still exists, even though we can't manage how quickly time is passing by. It feels like 24 hours are really not enough for a day, but there's always time for this emptiness to occur. Poetry , writing fills that void. And when I share that with you – when you read it, especially on those days when you really understand what I wrote – I feel the most heard. You know how I always say that the core basis of human connection is to share, and if you're fortunate, you get to be heard as well.

I love the emptiness. I love how it makes me cherish the crowd. I love it when I have the ability to express myself, and when you read it, I get the chance to explain it to you because I know that you want to make me feel heard. and it comes naturally to you. haha. Suddenly, my infinite decades of prayers get their answers, and my soul prepares itself for another infinity of prayers to be heard again."